KWN BDAY

 

hhuhhuuuuu....my freind was bday today...well i cant meet him.....so i just speech epy bday from far la...he's lucky....he br day fall in saturday....while me....my bday fall in thursday equal to our exam......hhhuuuu....xlama lagi ble la sa balik sabah ni...yala kan kami cuti uda....well i miss my homeland....hhhuuuu,,.....i bored already men laptop but....i have no i idea whats to do....da tu i peroid lagi ni.....back to early story....my friend was born at 20 november late 3 days fromm my bday la gtu....so...he is oldest...hahhaa....i have no present for him but i wish god always bless him la???????@@@@@@@@@@@

hhhmmmm.....i already greet epy bday last night....i felt so sad ni semalam/...this is because i cant be a first person to greet happy bday with him.....im sad.....maybe...with nonong also i be a last person sreech epy bday :(:(:(:(:(:(...never mind la....next time i dont want to be first person againt....well i'll pray for them.....hope they are always n safety and god always bless them....

im sad.....coming monday is our exam....im not ready to answer the question......O GOD....PLEASE BLESS UR SON,....WE NEED STRANGER FROM UR.....TEACH ME HOW TO PREPARE MY SELF.....THANKS GOD....AMEN...hhhuuuuhhh.....actually my soul still weak and so easy influenced by scare feeling....thts why i need god in every my action....ooohhh no,....i forgot this manner.....i also neeed my mother....i need my mother support....without her....so imposible fr me to move....also my father la...

look at this cat....we dont know what are the cat thinking......it same with me....i cant understand my father....

i know my papa is my best papa...he will do anything for he son....but....sometime...when he in depression.... he always got a wrong way....in whatever he condition....if he have a problem....he will angry....he take alcohol...marah2....gaduh ma mama.....marah adik2....until one day.....my papa n mama nearly got divorce....but...puji tuhan....the finnaly my family back to keadaan asal....in whtever condition i will not crying...but...i will cry if my family in trouble...now...i far from my family....so everytime i will remember them...miz them...thinking about them....walau pun averytime i show my cheerly face its not mean i not thinking anything.....i want to be a good son....i want to help my parents

one days...if i got successes....i got some job....i want to build taska...this is my owner taska....and i will build it beside my home....i will give my taska to my mother...so my mother no need to work hard...no neeed to hold thorn....n need to hard....i want my mother enjoy with the child in my taska....i let my mother to bussiness my taska....i want my mother always cheer....and...one days...i willl make sure my mother can speak iin english language....so my younger sis n bro also can help my mother in taska.....I WILL DO THIS THING IF GOD BLESS MY DREAM...i know god always with us...that why i dont scare if  have any problem...i take god number 1 in my heart....i remember the god...so i will always remember my family....

(thamk to the god) :-D