30 JANUARY 2011 EVENT

MY SAD FACE

i felt so sad o wiyh nonong...aga2 la lau o bercakap tu...org ni pun da harga diri juga...jangan la ikut sedap mulut ja lau mo bercakap....dont be to stupid la...who am i in his self...did he ever understands me...my god....please help me...nng says :i dont care who ever brings me go,,i'll follow them,,yang penting sa dapat duit dia cakap...how stupids my bf....how he can say like that to me...saya mc da harga diri...da maruah...da otak...and i want to choose the true ways to go to jesus...dia sangka sa ni apa oo...berapa lama da dia cple ma sa...he still didn't know who i'm....god..please give me ur peace....i want to stay in ur peace,...don't let the evil kill me...bond and throw far from me the evil....

bad news

25-january-2011....i've got a bad news from my mother...o no...my uncle was pass away at the days..9.00am...

hhhmmm...i sad for it..i ask my mother what is my uncle ill...but my mother didn't know also....then,i try to see the news about my uncle in kimihang group facebook...i reads the comment...well ita said my uncle pain in neck...what is my uncle problem...and to impossilble if his wife didn't know his pain....hhhmmm...i can felt how sad and hard them right know...they lost their beloved person...so pity them....ffro me...i felt sorry for can't go home and visit them....if i not far i'll be coming there but now i stay to far from them...so...i just great takziah for them thruoght kimihang group in fb....may god blessing him...amen...

penipu

hhhmmm...i've got my home yesterday,...so i open my dear fb and i saw the messege..oh no....nonong x gf have send he msj...well i know the girl truly...she is my brother x gf...i dare i am....i chat with her...well i know they story just in the night,,,hhhmmm...the girl was married and she had 1 daughter...hhhmm...what happen with me,,...i felt so jeoules for the while...her said nonong had gave her a kiss in chest and mouth,...wahhh,...i hate this story....hhhmmm....sa malas nya lau tu cerita drg...bikin malas....sakit jiwa sa dengar cerita drg,,,tapi yang peliknya sa mo tau juga...sa layan juga perempuan tu...so bad~!!!!!...then...nnong call me....he tell me everything about the girl....hhahahahhhaaaa.....

hebatnya kami kemarin...bjr men suntik2 lama2 betul2 kena suntik ni....c ann pi jarum sa kemarin...hahahhaa...epy juga la kemarin...tapi yang lain tu x pi kelas...da masalah ckit,...pastu..hema and sara pun x datang ...tu yang buat miss marah bangat ma drg tu...da la drg yang janji mo buat prensentation ari selasa lalu...drg pula tu yang x datang....menambahkan kemarahan miss prima kami tu...hahahha...yang penting presentation sal taye tu da limpas....hheheeheeeee....

accident

penang 5.45 pm,friday...i feel shock when i saw the accident motorcycle vs double cap car in jalan petani penang yesterday,...the incident was happen when the car across the road,..motor tu pulak lalu...so this is the car mistake lar...he didn't see the signal from another ntransport in the road...then the sound from our bus heard...and i scream...all of my friend in bus wake up and see what happen and and why am i scream...hhuuu...im shock so much....and i just quiet after the incident happen....my friend ann and the oter try to make me calm down...i got crying there...my heart feel so hurt with the accident..then,..it was gave me a bad effect...i got fibril...and know...i was fighting with my dear....hhmmm....da la  sa demam ni karang

pelik

hhmm...malam ari selasa tu kan..nonong pi minum..-pas tu...10-30 gtu dia kol..pas tu marah2 sa,...la sa to la sa ketinggalan bas,,,nonong cakap sa ni suka ikut2 kawan la...aga2 la lau bercakap tu...jan men rambang ja...sekurang2 nya sa x la salah pilih kawan....pas tu yang paling sa x suka ni time2 mabuk baru pandai cakap...lau marah or mo cakap pa2 tu cakap la terang2 jan min marah time mabuk..lau la gini keadaan time da kawin gerenti sa x tinggal 1 rumah ngan dia,,dau2 telaan....hhhmmmm...sa malas la lau gtu perangai...aga2 la...peranai dia ni cam papa sa oo...time mabuk baru berani cakap tu ni...tegur la bah sebelum mabuk....lau x pun nnti la x mabuk baru cakap...ka takut mo cakap tiime x mabuk....hhmmm...yang dia tu lau org tegur nda pula pandai mendengar.....bagus tul o perangai...

hhhmmm...nasib bek la da ni bus rapid ari ni...lau x mati la kami ni nda dapat pi kolej...zaitun and leys x perasan pun time bas tu nak jalan so...drg jalan ja la drg x tunggu kami lagi....pastu kan time kami tunggu bas tu amee pula pi kol kami dia tanya kami di mana da bap miss prima suru kami datag ga ari ni bap kami da pembentangan...pastu kan kami ni pula kesuntukkan masa mo bjr...ok la juga,,,ehehehee

stupid

i dont thinks this is a great joke....why i feel so stress with my friends???my friend in outside of my home,,,may be i still didn't know them but tthey are not know me to...yesterday night...laimee bring me to go to church to get some practice for prepare her team...and i thinks she is a sporting friends...and i've told him about komando who call me many times...

so today im not took in to the church coz..i scare  if i'll disturb them...and to be honest..i feel more happy if my auntie and she's friend go with me to the church...i feel i trully not happy with my anothers friend..laimee is not sporting ones...i told her about komandor and the give my story to comandor....to dispointed!!!she will become a nurse but she can controll she's attitude...maybe i can't say like this but i really2 dont like she's attitude...may be the other like her but i don't like....

hhhmmm...i have no point about it,...:(i feel so sad...

then nonong....i dont know what are she thinking about me when i out faster..well the are always call me in emergency times...so if i can ,i'll help them...but he say...i go there coz i look find somethings there...whats the point she made for me...is he still not mature...had he ever thinks when he  do like me what i thinks...hhhhaaaa..hhhmm...im never both a thinking like my dear...it is to impossible for me....

hhmm..what is the good matter i can do...

mimpi

An awesome~!!! 've got an awesome dreams...hhhmm...make me miss my dear...hahahhaaa....in my dream i hugs him strongers...hhmm...i hope my dear haven't no scandal there,..well i believe him... 

*SEDIHNYA*=(

SEDIHNYA SA...KEMARIN KAN SA PI RUMAH ANTI SA...BAP MALAM KAMI DA LATIHAN...TAHUN NI KAN SA MASUK DA TEAM PUJIAN D GEREJA...SA PI RUMAH ANTI SA DENGAN KEADAAN TERGESA2 KEMARIN SO I HAVEN'T TOLD MY DEAR THAT I WANT TO GO D RUMAH ANTI SA...PASTU KAN SAMPAI DI RUMAH ANTI SA TU BRU SA GTO....PA LAGI NONONG NI PUN CAM PA LAGI CKP2...SA BUKAN SENGAJA PUN...NONONG CAKAP MA SA...lau ya pun mo cepat xkan 1 minit pun x masa mo sms dia...pastu kan...dia ckp gi..sa x sempat mo gto bap sa ni kesyokan da mo jalan pi sana..hhmmm..pa la nonong ni...sa bukan ssengaja pun...hhhmmm...rasanya dia marah tul la ma sa...tapi....xpa la....nnti sa pujuk dia ga...

CURANG!!

hebat tul o orang bercinta ni karang~!!!d mana dia berada di situ la nakmengatal bskandal~~!!!!pa la drg fikir tu...lau kenal sendiri x pa la tapi ni,,,di perkenalkan oleh rakan yang sa rtasa orang ni bukan membantu tapi membantut!!!sa bukan cakap orang tapi ni la kenyataan nya sampaikan kawan sa sendiri pun buat gtu!!!da tu kawan sa ni couple ma kazen sa lagi!!!pa sa x marah lau gtu...sa bukan mo masuk campur...x mo jaga hal org tapi ni melibat kan family sa,,,,semalam ja,,,kazen sa ni cuba bunuh diri gara2 kawan sa ni curang!!sa rasa kawan sa ni cuma c men2 kazen sa tapi sa diam ja la xkan sa mo menyibuk jaga hal orang padahal hal sa sendiri pun x ble urus...kan!!!tapi yang sa bengang ni..kawan sa ni kan tul2 la pandai sangat menipu ooo...cam na la dia boleh buat gtu..lau x suka cakal la x suka ni mo lagi mo lagi c men2 org...kazen sa pi poting tangan dia pastu dia terbaring d jalan raya...nasib bek da org nampak dia terbaring d jalan raya tu...lau x mesti da mati...dia cakap dia kehilangan 3.1 pint darah..ni bukan ckit ni...ni banyak...kasihan tul dia...tapi pelik juga la....dia tu kan masih mudah napa dia cepat tul lupa diri...dia tu llki..masih banak lagi pompuan yang lebih baik dari sumandak2 yang curang tu...paster cakap ma kami,,..lau mo cari teman hidup tempat pertama untuk mencari teman tu di gereja...hhhmmm...karang ni kazen sa masih lagi d hospital...dia masi x cukup darah...semoga tuhan menyertai dan memberkati dia...amen!!!

KEJAM

HHUUU/....ni bukan kejam pa ni...maksud sa...perasaan penat sa ni yang terlalu kejam...pa la kami ni....sampai rumah ja tadi x rest lagi kami trus makan ni...yala time rest tadi kan kami x makan ni...x perasan pun masa da berlalu..hebat tul la...da la kami bjr sal pharmacology..men kira2 ubat...tuk oi..penat tul otak kami ni...yala kan kami ni x makan,,..jadi kami x tenaga la mo bjr...kan makanan dalam stomach kita ni cuma bertahan untuk 4 jam ja...pas 4 jam juice acids dalam perut tu akan kuar...dan ni akan menyebabkan sakit gastrik ni berlaku...ann our class monitor tu sakit gastrik da tadi...amee,,sa,,leys and zaitun ni pula yang kelaparan tadi..sumo la kami ni kelaparan tadi...da la x tenaga..pas tu bjr yang susah2 lagi ...buat otak susah mo tanggung beban dalam otak kami ni...hhhuuu...rasanya..da terlalu sempit untuk kami sumbat sumo maklumat tu dalam otak kami tadi...aadduhh..penat sangat ni...nasib bek zaitun n kawan2 len tu x emigren...

nasib bek la amee da beli minuman ni pasi tadi...jadi kami minum ramai2...hahaha...kurang juga rasa ngantuk kami tadi....ehehehehe.....

sem 2

ehehe...lucu bangat la madam tu..//sa cakap lain dia dengar lain...hahhaha...sa rasa...ok juga la cara dia mengajar tu...tadi kan miss prima bagi kami assignment,..awal2 lagi kami da assignment uda ni...tok oi...2 lagu...x pa la kami bt jug...tapi kan cam na mo buat lau tempat kami ni karang black out...hhmmm...ari ni kan kami to uda ni pa result kami...yeyeyeye....sa lulus juga la untuk xm kami ni...hahahhaa....amee pun pass juga la...kami sumo pass..ann,,zaitun,,leys..epy juga la kami...yang penting kami pass...yala walau pun kami bjr laju tapi kami boleh juga pass ni...eheheheh

semalam kan sa marah bangat ni ma nonong...tu la suka sangat melalut2...bagus lau btl...ni bikin sakit ati ja...tapi karang kn...sa x marah lagi...bukan x marah tapi sa ni bukan cam dia..marah sampai mo nangis...walau pun  masih marah tapi biar lah....sa mc lagi marah ni...sakit ati lagi,,,biar lah...1 ari nnti sa pula yang bagi dia rasa camna perasaan sa,,hhheemmm...sa to tu x baik...biar lah...tu lah gtu org sayng bangat ma dia,....dia tu pula yang suka sangat fikir yang bukan2,,,man cam tu kali lau llki kan....mmmmmm

sa malas lau ni ooo...sa merajuk da ni ma nonong...dia bah..kadang2 kan suka sangat ni fikir yang bukan2...pas ni..esok2 sa x bawa fon kat kolej..nnti dia ckp pula fon sa tu rosak bap banyak tul yang sa sms...bikin sakit ati ja ni....cuba lau sa yang cakap gtu...ish ishish...malas la sa mo layan lau gtu perangai...minta puji ja tau~!!HHHMMMM...nta la pa kejadiasn ma kami ni..nnti bisuk2 sa pula yang kena marah lagi...nta lah,,..yang penting epy!!!kan3...^_^

lecture @ madam baru

so HOT!!!!the new lecture makes me angry,,bore,,and sleepy..i don't know why!!!maybe cara dia tu ang x ok kot...melalui cara madam tu mang la dia tu da banyak pengalaman...tapi tu bukan pengalaman mengajar...tu cuma pengalaman belajar la...mang la dia tu da pi luar negara tapi kan lau da pi luar negara tapi x pandai nak mengajar org tu x makna la....org tanya lain dia jawab lain..pelik bangat la ma tu madam...hhmm...mentang2 la kolej kami ni kurang ok...bukan kurang ok mang pun x ok la....tapi kan jan la men hantam ja lau mo ckp tu...ni ckp cam org yang x lesen ooo...iiissshhh...merajuk uda sa ni ma tu madam...tapi sujur la juga bap kami ja yang da madam cam dia tu..pasu kn...syukur ga la ma tuhan bap kami da lecture baru..walau pun sa x suka dia tapi sa berterima kasih juga la ma dia bap la ang ajar kami simo nnti...


ag kami x suka tu dia ni suka sangat bercerita...

tahun baru semalam dan ari ni

hhhmmm...paster said...as a christian..mennyambut tahun baru di gereja tu lebih baik daripada sambut d tepi pantai or di tempat lain...hhmm...sa setuju gak la ma pa yang paster tu cakap...sa harap sa jadi budak yang  baik untuk tahun ni...pa pun sa mo ucap ga la mat tinggal ma tahun 2010 ni,,,and wish welcome to 2011...hahaha...masuk tahun baru lagi ni...umur kami ni pun makin tua la...blm pun sampai 2 bulan bday sa limpas,,,masuk uda tahun baru...ahahaha...xpa la...suumo ni kan uda di rencana kan oleh yang maha kuasa..@TUHAN....kuarga sa pula sambut tahun baru d laut...cam biasa lah..tiap2 tahun drg sambut tahun baru d laut..cam biasa la...nonong pula dia kol sa jam 2 subuh tadi...epy bangat la tu drg..yala kan drg tu kumpul 1 family...biar lah drg tu....sa pula sambut tahun baru di gereja...pastu kami da buat lagi aktiviti menarik ni...kamu tulis azam kami untuk tahun ni...eheheh=P