stupid

i dont thinks this is a great joke....why i feel so stress with my friends???my friend in outside of my home,,,may be i still didn't know them but tthey are not know me to...yesterday night...laimee bring me to go to church to get some practice for prepare her team...and i thinks she is a sporting friends...and i've told him about komando who call me many times...

so today im not took in to the church coz..i scare  if i'll disturb them...and to be honest..i feel more happy if my auntie and she's friend go with me to the church...i feel i trully not happy with my anothers friend..laimee is not sporting ones...i told her about komandor and the give my story to comandor....to dispointed!!!she will become a nurse but she can controll she's attitude...maybe i can't say like this but i really2 dont like she's attitude...may be the other like her but i don't like....

hhhmmm...i have no point about it,...:(i feel so sad...

then nonong....i dont know what are she thinking about me when i out faster..well the are always call me in emergency times...so if i can ,i'll help them...but he say...i go there coz i look find somethings there...whats the point she made for me...is he still not mature...had he ever thinks when he  do like me what i thinks...hhhhaaaa..hhhmm...im never both a thinking like my dear...it is to impossible for me....

hhmm..what is the good matter i can do...